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October 27, 2005
Going Through The Motions
I don't know if it's because the SOX work that I am doing is extremely mind numbing (complex file-naming schemes, lots of repetitive reporting, etc) or if it's the medication, but still feeling extremely detached and remote today. In my counseling appointment discussed some things would normally be very upsetting, but today, not so much.
I feel like I'm just going through the motions, doing what I need to do. I'm hoping that once things settle down at work and I don't have to be thinking about that all the time that I will begin to feel better. This all seems to be coming at the worst possible time; everything all at once, and it's all happening so quickly that there is no thought going into it. Lose everything that matters to me, huge work load, go on meds, all at pretty much the same time. Hopefully a work break will let me get out from under that.
But hey, at least this entry is in the first person - that has to count for something, right?
Current Song (only because it seems wierdly appropriate): Frank Black "I Wanna Live on an Abstract Plane"
Posted at October 27, 2005 12:04 PM in A Better, Happier You
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